Jesse Almarker
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...intervening modality with modern science... coronavirus explained, from pre-breakout:

How beautiful it was to imagine having a true look at my family, a set provision of our similarities and our differences and getting in nice and close to the spectrum of psychological stuff that makes assimilation powerful. So far as yet a hidden insight that was troubling from the beginning of my experiences showed me that with deeper attunement a greater sense or heightened awareness of each other could really be achieved.

In the time that we had while dad was still alive, we turned to each other and formed a connection with Johan until the sadness of the facts began to lessen.

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Anders Johan Almarker

What I have believed so far was unfortunately so misguided as to the truth and it was cold. The last thing I told dad was, "You'll be alright! I'm sure there's nothing to worry about." I said, "You'll be fine!" I was wrong but I still remember him laughing and crying all at the same time, reaching out to me with his hand from the hospital bed, over the phone.

He was a real survivor. It has taken me a long time to adjust and adapt to the world since he passed away but I've been more sure of myself since the reality of it set in. It has been ironic that he was gone before I took things that seriously. My health has declined in somewhat and improved in other ways but it has been an awesome journey of enlightenment in finding out about symptoms that I had never put into contrast properly at all.

The trilogy was an immersive success due to the lasting image of him on my mind, but in the works of the masterpiece he was creating much of this himself, all around himself, in the home that he was building and in the words that he spoke. He was an innate co-author who decided deliberately to be tough and to stand in my way. It was enough of his awesome power to be fierce, but he was defensive and understanding, too. That's the end.

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